Why does everything in life have to be difficult, nothing is easy anymore, just telling someone how you feel has turned into an uphill battle. Living your life the way your want to just doesn’t happen unless you bust your ass to get there. I have busted mine for 4 years just to have it pulled out form under me like a rug. Things just don’t go the way you expect them too but then again that’s life even though I never really asked for much out of my life, but still for some reason I always found out that I got what I needed and now I have something that’s more important to me then the things that I wanted before, I have a new plan and maybe if I work twice as hard then the rug won’t be pulled out from under me this time.